Dear Diary,
Woooooooooooooooooooo! I can speak!
... and wow, it feels so weird. The first few words almost made me feel dizzy. My voice was dry and raspy, and articulating sentences was very awkward. But it was such overwhelming sense of relief. I've been living with these people for 10 days and had only met a couple of them before Noble Silence began. I never even looked my neighbours in the eyes until this morning.
It's changed the whole mood of the place. Everything feels really joyous now, not serious like it was before.
Anyway, aside from the morning sessions, today's meditation was a total write-off. I can't concentrate at all now. It feels like day 1 all over again. Oh well, only one session left tomorrow morning and then it's home time!
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